-The Eve of Tomorrow-

Guess what?

It’s the 30th!!!

Which means….

If u don’t know, u deserve to be conked on the head. 🙂

~Purple Eggplant

Yes. I have another nickname. Courtesy of the great Geklynn and Davinia. = =”

It’s an insult to my love of purple and ahem, my shape. In what way am I short and round?! ahh… 😦

And there’s something wrong with davinia.That time I cant remember what i did but she went:
Do that again! do that again! Gek lynn did you see? So CUTE!!

What am I a puppy?

And she’s not the only one haha. Me so poor thing…

Guess what happened today? 😀 hurhur.

After science lesson, Nat pleaded with davinia and I to go to the staff room with her to pass up her commentry on the newspaper article which we were supposed to complete during english lesson today. Then, don’t know what she was doing, Davinia and I decided to step out and wait for her outside. Then the wonderful Davinia suggested we hide and scare her. I being the nice person that I am decided to play along and hid behind another wall. [davinia and I were facing each other] And so, we waited silently. I was dreaming actually hehe 😀 Then I saw a person come toward where I was “hiding” and I just reacted.

BOO!

Me:*gasp*

MrsLee:*gasp*

Davinia: 0.0

hahaha. hee. 😀

Thankgoodness Mrs Lee isnt the scary ROAR-I’m-your-teacher-I-bite type teacher and she started laughing. Thank goodness I didnt scream! Thank goodness indeed.

I don’t know whether I’ve mentioned this before but she was from our church but she transferred to her husband’s church. I think she’s Teacher Clara’s cousin. ^^

The other day, my mum handed me a CMC newsletter for JAn-Mar2006. My mum’s a member of CMC but we go to PMC cuz we used to live a short distance away. [When I say short, I mean short, I used to walk to church for kindergarden :)] Yeah, so she receives these stuff.

Anyway, I was flipping through, then I saw a familiar face in one of the pictures. Then I saw the name Elena Gudgeon and I went berserk. I’m sorry, but its been a looong time since I’ve contacted the woman and I miss her tremendously. sigh. She was one of my leaders in my ONEcamp grp 2 years ago. She went for a mission trip to Cambodia and wrote an article about it. She writes wonderfully (she has a professional background in writing). There’s this little something which they took from her online journal (blog?? she has a blog???!) which I shall quote =)


“When games ended abruptly and activities so carefully thought out and rehearsed ran up against communication blockades, we played ‘zero point’ and ‘scissors paper stone’ with the tireless children, who seemed to enjoy just simply being with us…All this serves to burn into your heart forever an understanding of the word ‘need’ more thoroughly than any formal education you could ever receive. I had asked God to teach me what it means to love others. He has answered me in the most vivid way possible.” – Dec 15


Wow.

Its seafood with Danni and my family tonight, and lunch with my dearest yiying tomorrow. Perhaps a lunch with davinia this sunday [she might be coming to church!!] and bridge/majong with Lynn Sarah Jeanette and Debbie after sports day on Monday. Whoo. What more can I ask for?

-Majesty-

Majesty(Here I am) – Delirious

Here I am humbled by your Majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I’m a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I’m your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I’ve found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

The MPH is lovely, but its oh-so cold! But then that’s better than hot and stuffy eh? 🙂

Thanks for all the encouragement on the tagboard. love u guys to bits ❤

-Bam!-

Bam! and she’s back!

and she’s not feeling so good.

no doubt very relieved that her computer has seemed to have ‘recovered’ due to God’s grace.

She has been feeling rather helpless the past few days, especially after the computer conked out.

She wishes that she could grow used to it since this isnt the first time but the 3rd or 4th time, she cannot remember.

She has a massive ulcer in her mouth that looks like a crater, just a few thousand times more disgusting. And the pain which was almost excruciating has since mellowed [if that is an appropriate word].

She has nothing to say about Friday, except that it left her very pissed.

no offence to her seniors and their opponents. nothing to do with that. almost nothing.

Actually she might be thankful that the computer broke down so she had time to stop being angry with some people. If the computer had worked the day she wanted to turn it on, she might have posted a very hurtful post on this blog and lived to regret it.

Although the victim might be made of steel, it is pretty obvious she is not.

She is very worried and actually at this point close to terrified of debate. Maybe its because she is going to take part in the British council. JCs! She’s faces the prospect of going against junior colleges and she screws up in front of her seniors. She spent the entire of last night thinking about that and has yet to stop feeling sorry for herself.

It has nothing to do with her fellow debaters in scgs.

She’s now off to find better use of her time. –

-Gahh..-

THEY R COMING BACK. They are coming back.

Nightmare.

Let’s just hope that its only for say.. 1 or 2 weeks? I hate it when my guard is up, when it is, I am very self-conscious and it just tenses the atmosphere.

I just becomes so hard to breathe.

I’m currently on the line, or on the hold waiting for singnet pple to put me on e line. lol.. My mum went off, I’m sure she’ll scream if after she’s done bathing, I’m still on the hold waiting for the next available officer.

Tough typing with one hand…

My mum upgraded to something which is supposed to be 3 or 4 times faster, and it isnt. lol, and she wants to find out why.

It was an okay first day. Afterall we only had 3 lessons. I actually listened during science lesson, although I talked and talked to Davinia. Its nice to have sm1 who’s able to listen and understand. Apparently her church [church of our Saviour] is similar to ours, that the youth only are jump jump enthu when there are special events on and all that.

Ty Marcus for that post. It was great. Go read it and all about the jump ‘debate’. I tink we turned mk’s tagboard into a forum lol! But it was a spiritual post, very enlightening. oh well.

the science test! ahah! I was convinced that I would fail the paper, but I was encouraged by Jaz’s remark that she saw Mrs Cha mark the first page of the ppr and I got all right!! 🙂 haha!

Debate. Well. We’re sparring the sec4s frm queenstown sec this wednesday. and I have nth to say. I have found nth on google. argh… stupid motion 😀

And the seniors are vs ACSi this friday. evergreen sec again.

btw, I’m still on hold. lol.

-Only One-

Only One – Yellow Card

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can’t, I can’t pick up the pieces
And I’ve thrown my words all around
But I can’t, I can’t give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there’s just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can’t, I can’t hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can’t, I can’t get up when you’re gone

And something’s breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won’t walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there’s just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there’s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Schools back tomorrow. The slack atmosphere of the holidays are goone. that’s so sad.

but then there’s debate, and there are my friends.

I still dunno about netball. Should i quit? I really want to, but I really don’t want to at the same time. I’m going to become real fat if i do, and my throwing will become hopeless. and I’ll miss henna [if that’s how u spell her name] she’s a real nice coach haha.

but netball is so routine and so… I feel very extra. I feel that I don’t belong, and sometimes even made used of my certain people. I don’t get to do what I want.

The only time when I enjoy is when I’m on court playing. and even then I screw up my passes. aiyah..

But I really cannot take the strain. Emotionally and physically. I have bible study at night and all that, and I dont want to be dozing off when my leader is speaking. grrr… =[ I want my own bicycle, then I can go cycle round the neighbourhood and beyond 🙂

as if my parents would allow. -.-

I never got my own bicycle because they thought I would not have much use of it. I think its pretty ridiculous to expect me to go to that pathatic park whenever I wanna cycle and pay so much just for one hour. and if i feel like it, and my dad isnt around, I cant go.! jeesh.

lol, as much as I’d hate to say it [since we’re talking about sports and excercise here] I miss the touch rugby during PE. the last lesson, contact rugby, ahah! that one was the best man! haha. Whereas guys whack, girls tickle. we were shounting TICKLE HER!! haha.

oh well.

Lit and science test tomorrow and my osmosis and diffusion is all over the place. haiz.

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can’t, I can’t hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can’t, I can’t get up when you’re gone

:)

:)

My first birthday present! thanks Fiona! 🙂

-BOO!-

I’m half-alive now. haha. shall be positive, so half-alive, not half-dead ^^

I finally finished ‘Da Chang Zin’ last night! whoohoo! Watched 2 dvds worth till 3pm. 😀 lol. each dvd has 4 episodes, about 3 hrs worth. We came back from dinner at thai express with AhYee, then chiong to wash up because my mother announced that she would not wait for us when she was done. haha.

Before we got home, I had a chance to buy me a new watch! actually my mum made the purchase. Thanks mum love u! ❤

ahem. It’s PURPLE!! 🙂 it’s the one gek also has, but the purple is of a lighter softer shade. heh.

Anyways. I finished a 70 plus episode show in one week. hows that? 🙂 It just started on channel U. I gurantee many people will be bored with it sooner or later one haha. Afterall u can’t fast forward a television program.

Okay I’ve nothing more to say. 😀 I’m reading someone’s archives. and I’m kinda affected. Because I understand. haha.

oh crap I understand..

deja vu? grr..

Vanessa Carlton: A Thousand Miles

Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I’m home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you… tonight

It’s always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever think of me

Cause everything’s so wrong
And I don’t belong
Living in Your precious memory

Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by,oh
Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you… tonight

And I, I don’t wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don’t wanna let this go
I, I’ve fallen…

Making my way down town
Waking fast
Faces pass
And I’m home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
Cause you kow I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you…
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you…
If I could just hold you… tonight

I’m confused. But that’s not an issue. The time I have to work out this confusion measures in years.

Bert was telling me that I tend to lead guys on, my words my actions. haha, I’ve heard that many times. And as u can see it has got me thinking. again.

u really want me to shut up completely? Okay lor =)

-A little thing at a time-

I woke up at 10.30 today. lol! how cool is that man 🙂

I intended to bring my chinese report passage to ‘qing jiao’ lynn, but it seems that my class are the only ones who got it. bleagh.. =(

okay played bridge. bridge. more bridge. macs. bridge. wowo, danne had a fantastic hand one time. all 4 power cards of spades plus aces and kings elsewhere. sheesh. my cards have only been that good once. can’t remember when. all my years of bridge [actually only 2 years :D] I’ve never gotten a grand slam with my partner. so infuriating haha!

then i had to accompany my sister to the science centre. she’s working for the young geneligist what ever that is. I don’t even know whether it is spelt correctly. It was pretty interesting actually, but it was so crowded!! there were so many schools! there were schools from fairfield methodist to pasir ris crest to admiralty sec. there was also this school with weird light blue uniforms that look oddly familiar hmm. then when we were leaving, there were so many jcs gathered for some robotics thing. spotted acjc with this box that looked rather intriguing.

hmm. saw someone that looked like one of my cousins. I told my mum hey that guy look like *** kor kor right?

my mum’s reply: that guy more good looking.

-.-

so much for all the family patriotism my mum goes on about. lol!

okay that’s my day.

pretty uninteresting.

-what am I waiting for?-

i have no idea.

but i do know that I’m not ready. I also know that I don’t want a repeat of the horrible events. I don’t want betrayal, I don’t want pain.

I’ve had enough of that.

I have to hang on.

-Caught up-

ahh! Too caught up in my own problems to remember.

It’s my dad’s birthday today!!

haha! 🙂 They say the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. Hmm. I wonder what I should cook for him tonight. Something spicy? 🙂

My dad worked shift last night and he will be taking a nap till 7 tonight. I should prepare something that will WAKE HIM UP! okayokay. okayokay!!

:):):)