Survivor Singapore

January 30, 2007


Hmm, the picture quality is quite bad. Sigh. I need a camera! We need a class photographer!! -.-

There’s Sheila, me and AMoose there in the centre heehee. Like I’m the centre of attention (:

I think I’m getting too pampered by the mix school, all the guys give in to the girls. (Maybe its just my class) I made them carry my shoe bag for me today hahahah.

Spoilt brat rachel. haha.

Joann and I bathed in school today and made Xinying, Cedric and Amoose wait =D Oh well. It was an experience lah. (: There’s nothing like first times you know?

i love you, you love me, we’re one happy family…

MSN

January 27, 2007

add me.

you.carry.me@gmail.com

i had to write a contract. oh wells.

3 things.

January 24, 2007

1) Read the papers + Newsweek

2) Start workin’

3) Stop starin’

cuz I just can’t get enough of my eye candy.

whoohoo! (:

forgive me my love.

my star;;

January 22, 2007


I’m wondering whether I’m doing things right.

This is the time when reality challenges my priorities.

Do I live in the past? Or do I move forward?

Its not about me.

When revenge and immature willfulness is not an option.

I feel nothing, I am but a child. I haven’t the capacity to handle this.

When I turn the bend, and pass the sand, go up the slope, as fast as I can, I think of you, and how I am.

I think of you, and how I am.

“If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.”

i say Jesus!

January 22, 2007

the SC cell has a blog! whoohoo! I’m going back one of these days (if i can) to have cell with them.

if they can make it.

I remember talking about the end of the world, talking about church, sharing about school life, fellowshipping as the body of Christ.

I remember talking about the blog, and it finally materialised! (:

Winning souls for Christ!

(:

Esoteric Allusions

January 21, 2007

Perhaps what I’ve been through, the lessons I’ve learnt have boiled down to what’s happening to you right now.

Perhaps I will learn restraint, perhaps I will learn how best to protect you. Perhaps I will come to realise that whatever has happened to me will not necessarily happen to you. Perhaps I will realise that you are both different.

Perhaps the best way to fight for you, is to fight me.

I still feel helpless.

But you don’t need my help.

I’m through making you cry.

Nevertheless,

I love you.

Remember that.

January 18, 2007

“Hey fats, guess who’s back?”
Edmond.

Quote of the day. I just liked the way it sounded. I received it at 6 in the morning. Woke me up.

Besides, its a cute nickname. (:

Thanks mondy.

I’m beginning to understand why I’m here, why I’m in where I am. I know my posts have been all about school and stuff. I don’t know about you peeps, I’m tired of blogging about school. Don’t be mistaken, I like it. Its fun. I do stupid things, I probably irritate the hell out of everyone. Give people wrong ideas about me.

But I’m getting to know wonderful people, getting to know people I’ve previously misjudged. (: I feel so blessed.

JGS. wargh. way to go rachel. you have zero head knowledge.

But like I said, i don’t like blogging about school.

I SHOULD SUBSCRIBE TO THE ECONOMIST AND NEWSWEEK.

then again maybe not.

10 years older

January 16, 2007

My mum says that she doesn’t want me to imerge from the VIP programme after 4 years, seeming 10 years older.

Its hard. I left school the latest I’ve ever left school before in my entire life: 8pm. Fancy that. Got home at 9 something. I’m so tried.. “ran” 3km this morning for PE. FANCY THAT… In SC, you run 2km ONCE A YEAR! -_-

Marcus was running like nothing like that, Amanda also. Friggin cross country people..

But we have 4534234 breaks in between, so much so we can’t figure out what to do. I watched the guys play basketball and fry in the blazing hot sun for awhile. hahaha. Watch out for the articificial tan baby! (:

Well. I guess 8pm isn’t so bad. Zifeng ended badminton at 9pm. fancy that.

oh well.

and life’s like that.

Its something new

January 15, 2007

I’m a happy person. Someone did something really nice for me, something I didn’t expect. I don’t know why he did it. But I’m very happy. (: I’m all set for more pleasant surprises. heehee.

Everyday begins happily. I’m bouncy and smiley the whole day (I hope). I try anyway.

I’m going to enter a contract bridge competition with Thai Yong! This is so fun. (:

Ever The Same
Rob Thomas

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn’t tell you but I’m telling you now

Just let me hold you while you’re falling apart
Just let me hold you and we’ll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it’s cold and we’re scared
And we’ve both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn’t need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you’re falling apart
Just let me hold you and we’ll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I’ll be there for you and you’ll be there for me
Forever it’s you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you’re no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I’ll not forget
But I can only give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I’ll be there for you and you’ll be there for me
Forever it’s you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same(Ever the same)

Things are going to get really tough soon. When it does, I want to be ready.

I received my DISC test results today. They were all making fun of me the whole of today. I’m dominantly ‘D’ ‘C’ which are task oriented. ‘D’ represents ‘Driver’ and Alvin (the facillitator) made a comment: Slave Driver. -.-

SIGH.

It was quite accurate though. It was quite upsetting. The paper actually said that I’m sensitive to criticisms (and I am) and I was touchy the whole day after I read that and some other flaws mentioned about my personality type.

Talk about brutally honest. -.-

I’m praying for a friend. (:

i’m on my way.

Dancing in the Moonlight

January 14, 2007

Sheila and I on bus 55 (:
ME and My Pink Balloon!!

Thinking about the I&E project. A shot for the presentation. (:

Visit to the New National Museum! A “class photo” in front of the memory wall. One group went to Jean Yip and another group to the New Majestic Hotel instead. But the museum’s new concept, design and facillities are fantastic.

Metaphorically speaking… Your problem (vegetarians not able to enjoy fishballs) is like a GIRAFFE. AN UGLY GIRAFFE!
I have not laughed so much in a long time, we were literally rolling on the carpeted floor, clutching our bellies at the ugliness of the giraffe, courtesy of me. When I drew the eyes, I was thinking of Snoopy. (: Joann drew the legs and the too-long body. 😀 NOT ME! (:

Doesnt the hamster look ADORABLE(: a ball of FLUFF! HEEHEE! (:

That’s it for I&E Week – Quite fun lah. heehee.

FUSION 07
EXPLOSIVE PASSION!

Eleanor looks like a really CUTE hippo here. I don’t know why. (:

There’s pretty little me.. and Eleanor. (:
Again.

From right: Jacko, Yiying and I.

The “Tall” Ones.

The TALL ones.

Hee hee hee.

Story of my life.

Oh yes, there was Shaun and the Sour Power Sweets! My camera sucks so even though i got a shot, its a really bad one, so I won’t do him the injustice. heehee. (actually I just don’t wanna dirty my blog. hahahah!)

oops. 😀

Rahlalalala! Bridging Curriculum. Its only a week away to lessons proper. I CAN WAIT. I CAN WAIT.

I’m still in holiday mood. Sigh.

TO THE LIBRARY TOMORROW RACHEL! TO THE LIBRARY!

PACK YOUR TABLE TOMORROW RACHEL PACK YOUR TABLE! PROCRASTINATING SINCE NOVEMBER!

love your neighbour as yourself rachel.

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offence and is not resentful.

if i have not love, i am nothing.